有些事 。。真的值得等待吗？
等到最后。。有能的到什么？
害怕 有能怎样？
那个曾经肩并肩的那个人。。还会再一次。。
再一次的伸出手吗？
很冷
一个人的空房
很冷
又有谁知道。。
2011年1月21日星期五
2010年9月29日星期三
给你
2010 年9月28日，凌晨12：42分。
这个晚上特别的冷，也许 可能 再担心还在外头的你。
是个等你的夜晚。
无所事事，推开了手机，随意播了首歌。
《没有你》，陈诗莉。
这首诗属于我跟她的歌。
思绪瞬间浮现很多回忆，原来口里所说的，
“是她爱我比较多。”
原来那时候，我也很认真。
原来那时也有爱过。
只是不珍惜，所以画上句号了。
接下来，让我想到的是，
《情歌》，梁静茹。
这个啊，应该说是印象最深刻，
感觉到目前为止还是算爱得最深的。
但是因为自己的不坚持，不幸的，所有的化成乌有。
接下来，
《礼物》，刘力扬。
这首歌，短暂。
抱歉，留下的回忆也只是短暂的，
也许还没到开始珍惜的那一刻，就放弃了。
这段时间发生的是太多，
自己真的应付不来了，
几乎，快窒息了。
不完整的旋律。
那些海誓山盟，也只能变成花言巧语。
一直到现在的，
《慢慢等》，韦礼安。
这首歌，是我们的歌。
一开始只是纯粹分享这首歌曲，
因为懂也许你，也可能只有你，
能跟我有很相同的感受。
但是到后来，
现在的我，正如歌名一样，
慢慢等。
等着你回家，担心你的健康，
很想保护你，想在你身边，
为你取暖。
现在这个人，很珍惜她。
可能，我们有点像。
从口味，听的歌，想法，都有些小默契。
她是哪一个在很短很短的时间里，创造最多回忆的一个。
感觉最舒服，不做作的一个。
感觉，也好像是双方的。
就好像沟通一样。
我累了，能赖着你，
你累了，肩膀让你靠。
我们的距离，相处，谈话，
对我来说，就那么的刚好。
只能用舒服来形容。
那么多的回忆，
回想起，从以前，一直到现在，
曾经说过的海誓山盟，都没实现到。
发现自己是一次又一次的，
伤害自己说爱的人。
现在的我，
很想紧紧地抓着。
紧紧地抱着，
那些，属于我的东西。
不想再让它从我生命中溜走。
嘿，黄立雯。
从之前的不肯定，到肯定的感觉。
其实每天都在想，这些都是我要的吗？
我会再次伤害这个好女孩吗？
我能确保给到她未来吗？
我。。。
种种的疑惑，
就在这霎那，似乎找到了些答案。
只是还是有点模糊。
不过，至少此刻的我知道，
嘿，我很在意你。
我很想疼你，照顾你，很久很久。
虽然心里的那一份恐惧，还是无法磨灭。
但是，
我，会努力，尽力。
我会改变。
《没有你》，《情歌》，《礼物》，
都成了过去是了。
我现在只要把我的全心全意留给《慢慢等》。
开始珍惜某个人了。
最后，想给《慢慢等》献上一首，
《惧高症》。
1：16am
28/09/2010
2010年8月18日星期三
2009年12月4日星期五
no boundaries
Ohh
Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothing's gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge I've run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries
Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothing's gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge I've run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries
2009年11月22日星期日
不能在一起，不会快乐
刚刚看了两部电影
唯有一小段故事 深烙在脑里
感觉一直在心里 是沉重的 是感慨的 是可惜的
《梦见相反的梦》
责任 。。
說好了 與你告別和 相約 不散不見
“你会不会爱上Naomi啊？”
其实，我想说，我只爱你一个，没有原因。
“从小到大爸妈都说女生长大就是要找一个好老公嫁了。”
为什么，为什么我可以这么开心。
“你知道的，我只是去完成一个所谓的社会责任，等我结完婚生完孩子，我们就可以...”
“结婚。”
“Please？”
“:)!”
please? 是一个情求. 而:)！是一个无怨无悔的守候。
只要你快乐，我什么都愿意。
Spancer成全了Summer。
不过是忘记十年的约定而已。
他们不能在一起，不会快乐。
看完了 想起我的那个她
心情很沉重
也许哪一天你会是summer
那我愿意做你的spancer
：) ！
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